She said it

the first time i saw her
it was at library
actually she was busy reading
and i was lazy wandering looking for books
that i was not sure if i could read them
and i saw her
with curly black hair
and natural black skin

as her eyes winked slowly and softly
mine were moving randomly and frequently
my mind telling me
say hello to that lady
say hello to that lady
and i had to feel confident
like a leader
because she was just a reader
i felt the same and we had a good chat
about the book and ourselves
until my heart told me
“I got a space for that beautiful lady.”

from then
she became a memory in my mind
sweat somehow
and bitter sometimes
in the night she used to make me
loose sleep
her sweat voice inside my head
making me wanna jump from…