If you are heartbroken.

Writer: Courtney

1. 
   You told me that I was your rose, but in the winter you turned your attention to all the other flowers in the garden instead of tending to my fallen petals.
2. 
   Perhaps it’s just easier to smile and pretend everything is fine, rather than admit my heart’s a little swollen from losing something that wasn’t even mine.
3. 
   I tried to stop loving you so I built walls around my heart and found another name to whisper in the night. But you carved yourself into my veins whether you meant to or not. And sometimes I wonder if you remember the way we looked at each other or maybe you just forgot.
4. 
   My heart is not in my body it’s lying under the castle you burned down. 
   Yet I am still here an empty shell with bloodshot eyes and a fake smile.
5. 
   My heart is not in my body it’s lying under the castle you burned down. 
   Yet I am still here an empty shell with bloodshot eyes and a fake smile.
6. 
   Sometimes I wonder of all the goodbyes you’ve ever said if mine is the one you can’t get out of your head.
7. 
   You didn’t have to say anything that night; you did everything with your body and your eyes. The way you sat next to me, you were close enough to reach but too far to touch. And your eyes, those eyes that once said you’d love me forever, now spilt tears that this wasn’t worth the fight anymore. 
   When did you become so tired of us?
8. 
   in the end 
   we 
   as in you and me 
   were never 
   meant to be.

Late night thoughts kill u
The voice inside your head take control over everything
And u can feel ur soul either crushing
Or healing .